Week 19: Stretching, Shifts, and Scripture
Lord,
This week was layered. Full of movement, full of stretching, full of shifts. I felt You in the small things — in the moment I paused instead of panicked, in the workouts that strenthened more than my body, and in the conversations that weren’t planned but were necessary. You keep showing me that obedience isn’t about everything being perfect — it’s about learning into what You’re asking, even when I don’t feel like it. Even when my own plans look shinier. Thank You for being patient with me while I learn patience too.
Monday
Started the week intentionally — prayed, read The Book of Job, dove into the children’s book series ideas that have been nudging my spirt. I tidy my room and did a full Pilates session (even though I was sore). Most of the day was spent brainstorming and plotting book concepts while setting a tone of peace. It felt like a day of planting.
Tuesday
I was tired. My alarm went off at 5:30, and though I had every intention to get up and write, I kept drifting back to sleep. But maybe that was grace. Maybe it was You giving me rest instead of doing something that I thought I needed to do. Still, I prayed, showered, did my skincare, and took my mom to her doctor’s appointment. That turned into errands, new perfumes from Ulta, food at Mugshots, and time with my nephew. I got back home, picked up writing again, and spent the night listening to Johnny Chang preach from Romans 5:19.
“We think we have to earn love, even Yours — but it’s already given.”
That hit. And it shifted something. I found myself praying more, thinking less about the works, and leaning into the fact that grace is unearned but fully mine.
Wednesday
Didn’t hit my 10,000 steps, but I got over 4,000. And I celebrated that. I prayed, added a little bit more to the branding project and finalized the website work. I worked out again — did stretches and encouraged my nephew to join.
Then came good news: I got accepted into college!!!
Also had a job interview that didn’t feel like an interview — it felt like a conversation with someone who got it. I didn’t even ask about the pay; we talked about ABA, therapy, healing, and not staying stuck in systems meant to move us forward. Afterward, I exercised with my nephew, talked about family history with my mom (which is going to shape the Hi Little Humans series), and called it a good day.
Thursday
Finished my mini twists while listening to The Book of Exodus. I let the Word play while I moved my hands. Job was over — Exodus was beginning. A theme. I did college follow-ups, helped my nephew get in a little workout, worked on article drafts, and made peace with not hitting my step goal.
I talked with my mom and brother, spent time laughing and decompressing, and thought about locking my hair again. Could I be a women with Locs? I’m also proud of how my prayer life is changing — not reactive, but intentional. Before things now, not just after.
Friday
Full day. Prayed, worked out, and did my usual muffin + cashews combo. Got dressed in an outfit that made me feel good — and the pants fit. That alone felt like a win.
Drove to the clinic for a job tour and absolutely loved it. Spacious, thoughtful, rooted in values I believe in — even right beside a gym. That could be God’s little wink. Or my little reminder.
I also had a little business meeting over the phone at Smackers (new favorite food spot), treated myself to Starbucks, then went to my niece’s recital which turned out to be a full-on production. It lit up the little girl in me who loved performance and creativity.
I got over 6,000 steps. Felt the theme of Emerge rising again.
Saturday
Had a revelation: I’ve been clinging to Emerge, but maybe God’s asking me to start with Hi Little Humans. That whisper turned into a nudge I couldn’t ignore. I paused the website work and started mapping out the children’s series, organizing my notes, building the family tree again, and talking with my mom about stories from our past.
Also cleaned out my craft drawers — let go of the jewelry supplies I’ve been hoarding, and passed them on to a little girl who’ll use them. That felt like obedience too.
Did some light Pilates with my mom and laughed with my family. Watched a great show (Forever on Netflix 🥹 ), and wound the night down in peace.
Sunday
Mother’s Day. Spent the day with my family — tried to go to Topgolf and Texas Roadhouse, but both had crazy long waits. Nothing went according to plan, and that was the lesson. I told everyone maybe we need to learn: Patience because every place had us waiting. The wait was never 30 minutes. It was hours with a long curvy s. But I didn’t complain just kept track lol. Or maybe people really love their Mom’s and wanted to celebrate outside of the house too.
We stay the course in a calm manner. I’m happy for my Aunt, but over three hours to receive her car felt like I was working a shift in the clinic. Eventually, we just ate at Mugshots. It was still a good day. I got almost 3,000 steps, had my little Krispy Kreme minis, and later… sat down to pray, read more The Book of Exodus, and thank God for the stillness.
Two jobs are on the table now. I’m in a Rory-from-Gilmore-Girls situation — making pro and con lists.
I know You will lead.
I just have to keep listening.
WHAT I’M LEARNING
That God’s timing often interrupts my planning, but it never misses the mark.
That I can be gentle with myself when I fall short and still be consistent.
That urgency and obedience aren’t the same — sometimes moving fast is flesh, not faith.
That my relationship with God is becoming conversational, not just devotional.
WHAT FAITH IS SHOWING ME
Romans 5:19 (KJV)
“For as by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous.”
This verse reminded me that I don’t have to work for righteousness — it was already paid for. Obedience isn’t a performance. It’s a response.
WHAT I’M WORKING ON
Getting back on a consistent sleep schedule.
Continuing my fitness journey without perfection
Honoring the process
WHAT I’M LISTENING TO/CONSUMING
Johnny Chang sermons
Exodus (via audio Bible while doing my hair)
Netflix series: Forever, Peacock: The Grosse Pointe Garden Society
Music: Quiet background worship + workout jams
Food: Cashews and banana muffins (my reliable breakfast crew)
WHAT I’M BUILDING/PLANNING
This website — By L. P. Wills
The Hi Little Humans children’s book series
Weighing Job options and praying for clarity in next steps.